Alone

Being alone is so different here. It creates barriers and situations I could have never expected. I feel alone too. Eating at a restaurant, sitting at the bar, Im the only one who doesnt have someone always with them; someone to talk to. I have to motivate myself to do everything. I have to take care of myself. I have to make mistakes and learn form them. i have to realize what's best for me, whether I like it or not.

Everyone always asks me If im traveling alone. I get called brave. I've never really thought of myself as brave, at all. I guess it just means this jump, this risk taking, this trip for me, is really worthwhile.