Money and Security

Right now I have ten pounds to my name, that's definitely not good. I don't even have a bed to sleep in; I'm so worried. I always talk about how dumb money is and how we don't really need it. However, up until now I've never really experienced not having the money for basic needs; it scares me a little. I mean maybe if i felt a little bit more comfortable here I could figure something out and be a bit more resourceful. Currently I'm helplessly waiting in a McDonald's for my money to transfer. My last resort would be having my friend sneak me into clink. I don't know how well that would go though. Besides, I'd really like a drink. Sometimes I really wish I had a friend from back home here so I could just calm down. Everyone says I;m always so chill here. Well, half the time I'm freaking out on the inside, I just don't show it. I really hope this money situation gets straightened out!