Written April 14th, 2009

I miss music alot. It was like the one break from me constantly talking to myself in my head. I know it sounds dumb but when you're really really alone it happens. Im in Antwerp Belgium now. They had cheaper hostels than Brussels. It's nice here. Im the only one in this 4 person room, I love it! It scares me at night being alone here. I already got hit on twice walking back to the hostel. I got quite lost today and ended up way off the map. I had the best vanilla ice cream in the world! I also went shopping a bit, I didn't bring much summer-y clothes. I miss Chels but I know she misses Iceland like I'm missing London right now. There was a train to London at the station today and I almost gave into temptation. Then I would be with my frineds in a city that makes me feel on top of the world right now! I think I'm getting better at motivating myself which is definitely good. I dont know about waking up tomorrow though, im exhausted!