Written April 16th, 2009

Hmm, I feel like something was supposed to be happening today. I could lie and say I did a bunch of stuff today but the truth is its 2:30 and I havent done much. It has been incredibly stormy though so It would be a bit difficult to do much, especially since the trams are so rediculous. I woke up, showered, and went down to get some free breakfast. I went out to buy some grocerys and talked to a guy in a Nat Geo hoodie. Chels and I had a discussion on the phone today about how all this travelling is kinda just wearing us out and making us lazy and how were looking forward to the familiarity of home. Goodness it seems so far away. Im looking forward to the familiarity of London as well. That city makes me feel so good. Im dying for music. Even if I bought an ipod I wouldnt have music on it. I think the food is cheaper here than in the states. It will be nice to have my own room at Frank's.
I met this boy in Scotland named Alex. He was nice but he did'nt really talk to anyone and kept to himself. He switched his sleep schedule around so that he was nocturnal and watched TV all night. One of the people that had been there the longest told me that he had been there for months and that he was going home soon so he just didnt care too much for anything. I dont feel entirely like Alex but I can relate. Im a bit worn out. Especially since I started planning on coming home early. I would really just like to be in London. I also dont think this trip has really completely hit me yet, which I know sounds crazy. I know it'll hit me once I get home but I feel like that's too latr. How do we purposely get things to "hit us"? If thees a way I need to figure it out. Dutch is such a crazy language. The 2 dutch girls in my room wont shut up. Oh man, they are so loud. I want to learn another language and pretend that I can only speak english to see what people say about me. Im alittle nervous to go to Franks, especially with this money situation. You live and you learn. I want to keep writing but I dont know what to say. I cant fall asleep with them talking though. Hello Benadryl. I just want to sleep..